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once,
I promised not to leave the ship,
sail the storms of life with you
- but the ship has sunk
and I still drown with it
once,
I promised to continue support,
but now I'm being crushed
by the weight of your mere memory
I'm doing my best
to push you away
- my arms, they're too weak
as I walk through this desert of ashes,
this valley of withered hopes,
I've only 1 (one) wish left in me
that if there's a god of any kind
they take you out of my mind
all of you
erased—
your face
eyes and smile
your hands & touch
your voice & laugh
I want / need it all gone
otherwise I'll just forever drown
in my own heart's blood
I promised not to leave the ship,
sail the storms of life with you
- but the ship has sunk
and I still drown with it
once,
I promised to continue support,
but now I'm being crushed
by the weight of your mere memory
I'm doing my best
to push you away
- my arms, they're too weak
as I walk through this desert of ashes,
this valley of withered hopes,
I've only 1 (one) wish left in me
that if there's a god of any kind
they take you out of my mind
all of you
erased—
your face
eyes and smile
your hands & touch
your voice & laugh
I want / need it all gone
otherwise I'll just forever drown
in my own heart's blood
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4.30.17
i told myself never again. you made that mistake once, don’t try a second time. but here i am. falling for chiseled cheek bones and dark stubble, thick chestnut hair and reflective brown eyes. his skin is olive and soft and mine is burnt red because i was laughing at him and lost track of time. we aren’t going to pretend to know what’s going to happen, but i like to listen to him talk. he says i come across intelligent and reserved. i tell him that i’m afraid of kayaking but i’d try it again if he wanted. he asks what i’ve done to him, asks what wiles i used. i curl up against his collarbone and ask if i ca
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memos to my eating disorder
1. i hate your guts.
2. i still feel pride when i tell people what you made me do.
3. you're sick. and twisted. and disgusting.
4. but so am i.
5. i'm sorry.
6. i was never good enough for you.
7. LEAVE ME ALONE.
8. why are you always there?
9. why won't you go away?
10. i can't stop writing you love letters.
11. you make me want to throw up.
12. ironic, huh.
13. why are you even here?
14. why can't i get rid of you?
15. why don't i want to get rid of you?
16. i miss you. come back.
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Deal
You keep calm, I fix this.
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